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Aug. 8th, 2005 01:30 pmOne little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind me how great you are.
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Date: 2005-08-08 05:44 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-08-18 03:29 am (UTC)okay so I said I would be truthful and thoughtful to anyone I saw write this in their lj because well I thought it was a good idea and whenever I have a bad day it always helps to be able to call Mak and have him tell me how much he loves me.
So yeah explanation (though I know you're still reading this with your stubborn sketicism) over now for what matters
nine years ago (was it really that long ago) I moved to Florida alone, scared and shy as all hell. I talked to no one in fifth grade made no friends in fifth grade which was all well and good because I moved again.
Sixth grade I was still shy hardly talked to anyone (Matt actually started talking to me and it took him forever to get so much as a decent response out of me) but then I dunno I met you and I had a friend through everything I had a friend. And knowing that gave me the confidence to be wild and crazy and just have fun, something I never would have felt comfortable doing before. Before I met you I was so concerned with fitting in, with having people like me, and I never focused on being myself or having fun. Even being with Matt and Alex I acted in a way I thought might make me fit in. I have so much to thank you for, and I fear I may have always been the shy little girl if I hadn't met you in doolittle's class. Fifth grade I was the shy girl who never got put into groups who went around asking in a quiet voice for a partner until a teacher paired me up with someone. It's amazing how much you helped me become who I am today and somehow I was never able to give you that same confidence